Sunday, September 8, 2013

updates...8th grade...growing up

Hey, it's me Claira. so, yeah. I'm in 8th grade this year. I turn 13 in one month. I can quit aging anytime I want, but my mom can't. next year she's gonna be in high school. seems like not too long ago she was an 11 year old in 6th grade anxiously waiting for 7th grade. I don't want her to grow up. I don't want her to go to high school. I want her to stay the way she is now. I'm afraid of her growing up. I'm afraid of her not liking dolls anymore so yeah...I believe I will stop aging after I turn 13. it will just be a repeating 13th birthday every year. over and over. I can stay 13 for however long I want. but mom can't. she has to grow up, and move on. Quit agtube one day.everyone else is worried too. Felicity  says she is worried that we will lose her. She's a little Quirky, but that is what makes our mom special. What makes your mom special?

















Hey this is Dharma. what you read above was from my heart. it is what I really feel. Except for the whole mom thing. I won't even be going to a real; high school next year. I will be going to a magnet school. I am both excited and sad about it. I know it is way too early to worry about that. but I will not know anybody. I will get to sleep in a little more, which is a plus. But yeah... I wish I could be in 6th grade again. unknowing, optimistic, and young.